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Last Fuck: 18 hours, 58 minutes ago
Show was delightful. I have such a soft spot in my heart for dancing. It is so lovely, so sweet, so beautiful, and yet, at times, so erotic. It is a baring of the soul.
There was one girl who seemed particularly inspired. She was in several of the dances, and every one of her movements seemed so earnest, as though she were inventing them for the first time as we watched her. She made the other girls seem very practiced, mechanical, like the dancers in a music box. Once I saw her, they were not enough to please me, and I followed her every movement avidly throughout the show.
When it was over, and everyone was leaving, I slipped back to the dressing rooms to find her. I saw her enter her room, and went to follow her. An older woman, who must have been in charge, stepped rudely into my path and demanded of me what I was doing, but I told her I belonged here, and was going to see a friend. Naturally, she believed me wholly, and went to check up on other things. I was able to slip into the Dancing Girl's dressing room without further mishap.
She was surprised to see me, of course, and ordered me to leave. I could not enter any farther than her threshold without her permission (still so bothersome even after all this time), and so had to convince her to invite me in. It was not hard, I am sad to say. It appears she was only so genuine because she was too stupid to cover her emotions. I seduced her, because it was easy and would be more fun, and so had some entertainment of my own.
When I was spent, I realized anew how hungry I was through all the exertion, recalled my original purpose in following her, and sank my teeth into her bared throat. She, too, was exhausted from our activities, and had not the breath to scream, which is probably for the best considering the number of people in close vicinity.
I feel contented. No longer hungry, no longer desperately lustful. I realize now that licking Tobias' lip was a foolish move. He is shy, and surely thought it forward of me. I will apologize to him tonight, if I see him.